*The names were changed
Will has told me yesterday on the baby's due date that his desire is to separate, that he doesn't want to work on himself or the relationship. He says that the problem is no longer me since the last 4 weeks as I am doing everything right but he just can't get over the "miserable" life we've had.
I told him that we only had troubles because he was always checked out of our relationship. I quoted many bible verses (love covers a multitude of sins, be doers of the word not just hearers, if we are to love our enemy (in action) how much more our wife...and there is no "if's" in this statement...so we MUST do it...his spiritual responsibility....)
I also quoted his responsibility towards our daughters and me etc..I told him I don't give him permission and he does not have my blessing. If he does this, he does this all on his own. At night, I cuddled him for a while and asked if he could take his shirt of since I wanted to cuddle on his skin...he said..but then I\'ll have to put it back on when I go watch tv downstairs. He didn't take it off. I got naked and asked for sex (to induce labor)..He was reluctant but did..then got up to go watch tv.
This morning, I woke up crying and went to take a shower. I came out and laid beside him while I waited for the baby to get up. He knew I had been crying and that I still was crying softly. After a few minutes, he extended his arm and laid his hand on my back. Alia woke up a minute later. I went downstairs to care for Alia and he stayed in bed for most of the morning.
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