*The names were changed
Seems like Will isn't changing at all. I know its only been two weeks since I've been treating him as my "lord" but he seems to be settling in this new life quite comfortably, no remorse or consideration for me.
I woke up at 8:20 this morning on the sofa and went upstairs to wake Alia up as I am trying to get her on a sleeping and healthy eating routine. We played a while in her room with her dolls. I changed her diaper and then brushed my teeth. I asked Will if he had a lot of work to do today. He said a normal amount. I asked if he could confirm when Philip was coming down from the states and if he would be staying with us afterall. Will said it would be today or tomorrow and that he would be staying with us. I told him I was going to get breakfast ready. He said not to bother as he would eat after he got ready.
Will stayed in bed a bit longer then took a shower. During this time, I fed Alia strawberries, blueberries and toast with jam and I ate fried eggs with toast. When Will came down, he sat at the PC and huffed and puffed stating that his computer was slow. He was in a bad mood. I made him a breakfast sandwich: fried deli chicken with bacon, cheese and sweetened egg omelette served with mayo. I brought it to him on the sofa. He acted annoyed, took it, said a curt thank you and set it on the sofa at arms length from him.
I put cartoons on for Alia while I rested my back for a bit. His mom called and he was short with her. I asked what she wanted and he said: I don't know, to talk I guess. He was not polite with her and hung up quickly. After a while, I told Will that his breakfast would be cold if he didn't eat it soon. He got upset and said: Well! There's a lot of people working at this time!! I said: You don't have to be uspet at me. He said he wasn't. I told him that I don't understand his reactions to me. He said he was sorry as he typed away. He took one bite and I saw that he liked it but he didn't say anything.
I brought Alia upstairs and gave her a play bath. Will put the PC down and watched the movie 17 again. Will said something from downstairs but I couldn't hear. I asked him to repeat and he said: The sandwich was good by the way. I said: Good and proceeded to fold the laundry as the baby cloths for the new baby was in the washer.
I then played some more with Alia and continued cleaning the messes as they were made. I cut a few carrots and brought them upstairs in the hopes that Alia would snack on them..and she did. The first few were chewed up and spit out once they were cut into tiny pieces. I said: No! very loud as she kept spitting them out. Will had started to play the guitar and said: What did she do now? I told him but he didn't offer to come help clean the mess. I had to sit on the ground as I couldn't bend and the pieces were all stuck in between the carpet fibers. She went downstairs while I cleaned but then came back up.
During this time, I was able to get dressed. I then came downstairs and my mother called. I chatted with her for a while, mostly about her knowing that Will treats me poorly and wanting me to put my foot down or make a decision once and for all. I told her my concerns and motivations. Will was outside on his cell during this time. Once he came in, he mixed a protein drink, gave Alia a slice of processed cheese and went to the gym.
I fed Alia some special K cereal with blueberries and strawberries. He has been paying $80 for the elite gym membership (gives him towels, private member change room, etc..) and a $30 monthly fee for daycare (although he leaves Alia with me) but has not gone once since before he went to Africa (June). He pays for the top things despite us not having any cash. I asked him yesterday if he was going to be able to pay for rent this month. He said that we should take it off my line of credit since he would have to take it off his credit card and its higher interest.
He sent $2800US to the African team to pay for their legal fees but can't pay for our family's rent of $1800 per month. He also was supposed to deal with Rogers before August 2 (today) otherwise we would have to pay for another month of service with them (our contract was up in July) but he didn't..I hope they don't force a renewal for a year or two..they always have tricks up their sleeve.
I am pretty sore and tired with this big belly but I will bring Alia to the park. Then, hopefully she will have a nap and I will be able to wash the large dishes and clean the inside of the oven now that it has been soaking since yesterday.
I also have to make a list of what's missing for this new baby love and get some fresh sheets/comforter for the guest room as we only have pieces of sets that don't even fit properly and Will wants to have this stranger stay her to save on hotel costs. All the stores are closed in Ottawa as it is a civic holiday but they are open on the quebec side so I will go there.
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